I've meet my ex about last two week...before this we have no contact about half year, we suddenly meet that day, than we hav start to contact each other some time,for me in this half year i still can't forget him...i always thinking of him...hope to be with him always..but that is before, i very tired to thinking him alots but it is can't control to thinking.

Now, we have contact each other sometimes. If we contact on the phone, the feelings is very happy..he also happy ..but when we meet and saw each other...he will give me the other feeling...his eyes never looking at me....this kind of feelings i don't like it..why he can changing his character so fast...? He is my first boy friend. People say the first love is very hurt,,now i really can feel the feelings...It is very hurt, tired and confusing........ As i know i hope i can be with him all the time, i hope i can share his problem when he is need some one who talk to him...i care about him until now.....i can't change my self,and also i can't lie my self....i can't forget him....i care him very much...."Life have no take two" but i think and trust.."life have take two" I hope......

I hope it can change to be come the best ending...